I am listening to the recording of playing with my friends A and J at EMS last time, using the Roli and Crackle synth. It was a sunny day, and we placed a coffee table with a window pattern on the lawn. The purple track and the flesh-colored track are really lazy! Everyone thinks Crackle is fun, but we always get shocked by electricity. Shit, we forgot to wash our hands after playing. How should I put it, it's serious, funny, and boring at the same time, sometimes quite solemn.
I also had a great time playing with Xuan Ni, but I don't remember what we played without recording. I just remember that I played the drums, Xuan Ni played the piano, and after playing, she said it's Chinese New Year... Hahaha, it was a lively scene. Then she played with my Digitakt for a while, and also played with the studio's Roland drum machine. I hummed a few times too.
During the recording session with Zhenghao, we witnessed a plant suddenly stretching out. My goodness, it's crazy. And afterwards, hm. 😮💨. I don't want to be too obvious, what else can I say to someone who obviously doesn't let go of themselves?
The above was written a few days ago, I didn't publish it. Today, I will continue writing about today's mood. I rearranged the things in the studio, dividing the space into two parts, and the area near the window is like a courtyard surrounded by furniture. Suddenly, they all seemed to have found their original places, very comfortable.
Today, when I woke up, my mood was like sweeping the floor in a classroom filled with sunlight and mist. So I stayed in bed, dozing on and off. I chatted with my childhood friend for a while and realized that we have known each other for ten years. Today, I can really tell her many unimportant details in my heart. After hanging up, I glanced outside, such beautiful weather, let's go out for a walk. But I already opened a bottle of beer I bought last night, it tastes so good. Ah, I'm so lazy. Well, let's skip it today.
I think my recent state should be quite chaotic. There is both humble avoidance and arrogant control. Admitting, accepting, resisting, rejecting, but all these emotions make me excited, a feeling of transformation! Although it appears in a way like, I'm going crazy!
Suddenly remembered the cute friend of Katz I met last time, I wonder if he has returned to Poland, I want to hang out with him. I just want to be familiar enough with him so that I can pinch his face. (I no longer want to play with people just because they are good or have many advantages. My first thirty years were a bit too abnormal, it was like a self-pua history). I probably completely realized this and my own stupidity, that's why I've been so excited recently.